Summer has unofficially started, for many—yes for me too I GUESS. I am taking classes for half the summer to which I say—these are the consequences of deciding to double major in astronomy. I think I’ve run into a problem and it is: I am simply too cool. I am so cool that other people can’t see it and if they can see it I’m too intimidating. do I know if this is true….does it need to be true?
I’ve been trying to move like a parasite and weasel my way into people’s lives (let me in!!!) because of my added asset of mobility (my car Haley <3) and it’s only the month of the gays (June) and I have time—until I go to Cali. I think I’m writing in a way that is reminiscent of brain rot because what am I even saying?
I think all of this is slightly a prologue to the vlog I just made (yeah yeah I made another one). Really I’m doing the world a favor and filling the void of vlogging YouTubers. This vlog, I feel, is a little less fun than the last one—this is partially because I left my sim card at home for spring break, ergo I didn’t record for a lot of the semester. And at the end it really started to get fun.
I haven’t journaled for a while, haven’t really thought for a while. All I’ve done is pretend I understand physics, try and produce Sally’s disco and my songs, and watch movies (my letterboxd going wild) so I will use this opportunity appropriately. it is currently almost 3 am and I’m very tired and yet I am still writing! I would like to list my summer goals as a form of manifestation. I feel like I did this last year but how could it hurt
party hard
read
hang out with people
reintegrate men into my life (the women’s college changed me)
go on at least 3 dates
start exercising
tango
find a sport to play
finish recording/producing all the songs I want to
go to some live shows
start journaling again
pass physics and calc
have a great birthday
make random friends
go out more
okay so really the bar is kinda on the floor, right? I hope no one comes across this post and decides I’m a shit writer I promise I’m just tired! Okay, I think I’m done yapping I’ll be back eventually with something meaningful to say something meaningful to do. and I’ll put ivy down there (which is not perfect but I haven’t posted a song in a while here).
The song in the vlog is hydrate or die. Me and Alex worked on it and made it using garage band its fun as fuck.
#blessed by Kaday’s vlog
KADAY I love this so much